Love at the deli?

scene:taking a to go order
What can I get you
French dip
uhm, is that a Po'boy, let me check - hey will? oh, that's a beefeater, okay
and a drink mumble mumble (didn't hear what kind of drink and then forgot to charge him for said drink)
7.07 please - on a card, allright, would you like a receipt? no, okay.


scene: a few minutes later, see sandwich, bag it up, hand it to him by the benches
Here's your french dip *big smile* have a nice day!
*leaves
*will holds up au jous.
oh man, I forgot the dip for the french dip! *grabs au jous and looks around outside for boy.. see him getting into his car.. fast walk/jog over*
excuse me, sorry I forgot the dip for your french dip! I just saw the sandwich was ready and forgot the dip! sorry!

scene: a few minutes later, me talking to emily and robin - trying to tell a story - *see boy coming back in the store*
'oh no, did I forget something else?'
*shyly* uhm, can I talk to you for a minute? *we walk over a bit from the register... I look over my shoulder at emily nervously* I think you're really cute and if you'd like you should call me sometime *hands me torn receipt with his name and number on it
*blushes
*leaves
emily: awww! *hugs me* Love at the Deli! you should call him
uhm, *trying to unsuccessfully change topic back to story I was telling* *blushes
rest of coworkers : yaaa you should call him! that's so cute!
robin : he looked kinda earthy and you seem down to earth, you should totally call him!
*more blushing*

Love phone numbers and french dip ,
J

BEDA 17

again, no time.

last night was awesome. bars, friends, boys, and jacuzzi. how much better can it get?
saw:
JA- jump on the bandwagon. thats not going anywhere. its a bandbox
JCr-
KP-


need to call
JCa
JA
TT

tonight : Kali's bday and/or angry telephone concert :)


gosh, what an articulate post! and yes, the sleeping was due to staying out late.. i didnt even get tipsy.. tho i may have acted it! too busy takin care of the bday girl :)



edit/ work was good, made an okay amount of tips - some of which i plan on spending tonight at the bars again!
im in a mood. what kind of mood i'm not sure. it was bad-ish earlier because my eyes were being allergic and i was just tired - but caffeine helped and now im feeling allright. about to go run with a guy i met at a party last year - oh the wonders of facebook statuses. might run a 5k sunday.

have a good night all. love the life you live.

and love the people you love. that sounds dumb, but really. let people know you appreciate them. I'm reading the 5 love languages book<< see sidebar. I've looked at the 5 love languages model a lot since my sister read the book a few years ago. .. its an awesome thing about how people absorb love in different ways. If their love language is touch, a hug could mean the world.. or if it isn't... it could just be a motion or an unwanted gesture. even if you would appreciate a hug, they might now.. idk.. I'll write more about it later.

BEDA13

Day started out with a missed class (really bad! i need to not miss that classss!!) then I proceeded to watch DVR because I cannot function in my house without breakfast (no milk) especially when my room is messy and I don't want to be in it.

note to self: clean room, pay for DVR.

Then around noon I finally got out - to find not only my ipod touch but also a holder so I can put a nike+ sensor on my regular un-nike+ shoe!

then signs to study/play with the touch and then work (an allright tipping night and even more in paycheck yess!)

My best discovery on the touch came about 10 hours after I got it - how to turn it off. I'm an idiot that it took so long! haha

any suggestions for some free apps I can get? I already got the kindle thing and downloaded some dumb books - so any free kindle suggestions would be great too!

hope your day is as boringly awesome as mine was! hopefully tomorrow will be more productive and possibly I'll think of something more blogworthy to talk about!

BEDA9th

Impulse buys. oh my. So I bid on something on ebay. I can afford it with my own money, and I want it... but I was hoping to find a better deal. oops. there goes most of my spring break paycheck I receive on monday! haha Let's just call it an easter present to myself.
edit////
Today I bought way too many things. I like things. I got a new job about 2 months ago and have more disposable income that I have ever had. So I have gone on a few small shopping sprees for myself. today was the biggest.

got this bible. The cashier man @signs said his daughter has this one and if she tries to talk to someone about christianity and they don't want to hear it - she can hit them with it, lovingly. (it's metal) uhm.. cool? I used to have this bible when I was first in high school and I loved it, highlighted it, etc. and I lost it.

but onto the big purchase! A touch!
I'm far too excited.
I can have apps!
and nike+sport!
and kindle!!!!!
got any app recommendations? (I don't plan on buying any or at least many. I want free :) )

I have never had an ipod that wasn't a shuffle! I had a first generation (I dropped it in the lake.) so I got a 2nd gen,and plan to continue using it or maybe lend it to mi madre so she can learn how to use an ipod. She doesn't want one, just wants to know how to use it.
this is my ipod shuffle case, it's on my keys and it opens bottles, what more could you ask for???? I has silver shuffle, green case.

p.s.

Looking for ways

Today I wrote down this quote from the book I'm reading, Ask Again Later by Jill Davis . Only a bit in, but I like it a lot, It's a little too easy to read. but I like the wording, very succinct.

"I was looking for ways to enhance my life without changing anything significant. "

This is how I feel right now. Life is not great, but I know that it has been and could be different. I know that I want to love the life I live.

I want to be able to inteact with people better. My coworkers, my friends, my family members, boys, baristas.

I want to be as stylish as my TA that I just saw walk into the shop next door to my coffee venue. (Vedrana, my Business Law TA from last semester. She made me want to go to Law school, which I just might do.)

I want to be able to concentrate better on my schoolwork, in and out of class. And find ways to fill my time when I don't have a lot to do that doesn't involve this wonderful computer.

I want to be able to concentrate on offline things for long periods of time. I can spend all day updating my website and archiving things online, but 10 minutes of Econ and I'm bored. This is a problem.

I want my abnormal psychology class to not make me self diagnose. Today we talked about people who are depressed , very mildly but almost constantly and always blame their sadness on life, not chemicals in the brain. And lately (since about October) I've been a lot sadder than I usually am... and have had a harder time dealing with little conflicts that I would usually just brush off and go back to my optimism. and I don't know.. I used to think depression was over-diagnosed, but I'm not used to doing normal tasks and having to hold back tears. And I've got a history of abnormal behavior in my family. and I just don't want to be my dad. And I don't know if it would be ridiculous to pursue this, but maybe drugs for a bit would help. Maybe I need it and treating it now could help so the other craziness won't come out. I don't want to be abnormal, but maybe I am. and maybe that's okay, as long as I take care of it and don't let it become who I am.

I want people to understand that I need affirmation and that I want to spend time with them, without me having to say so. Or maybe just learn to say so without feeling creepy.

I want to have better handwriting

I want to have more random unplanned adventures probably with the bop it girls. I want to go urban exploring and play in fountains and have random games of flag football.

I want to find a home for next year maybe on Mass street with one or two of my friends. People like Q, KT, or RA, people I can confront without wondering if they will hate me for it. Someone I feel comfortable being blunt with. Or could get to where I do. And who can get to be comfortable being blunt with me. face to face. No textual communication allowed. (update May 9-09 I found a place to live! )

People don't read this often - but if you do - what are some things you'd like to be able to change in your life - even if it meant changing something significant.


One Sentence of the day: My oldest sister once curiously asked my Grandma Helen why her phone number was written on her arm.

F**** my life of the day: Today, at the end of a really long day my boyfriend was rubbing my back. I told him I appreciated how sensitive he was being. His response? "I was just trying to figure out how to unhook your bra." FML