Morning:Finals are this week. I'm worried but not doing anything about it. Instead I did laundry and made mini meatloaves. which turned out pretty okay - considering I had no clue what I was doing.

Last night I had real conversation w/ CG and RA It was the first time in a loong time that I have had a real conversation about real things in the hopes that that conversation will help us understand others and make life better.

Happy mother's day. I love my mom.

I'm so tired right now, mentally more than physically.

Afternoon:

Just got about 5 good hours of studying in. feel accomplished but I'm not even close to done! gonna head downtown to study for a few hours. how's your day been?
Love and studying,
J
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Topic: Stiffness in conversations.

I hung out with the roommate again tonight. Her name is LB. I'm way excited to get to know her, but right now we're both kind of awkward around each other. We seem to enjoy each other but there is a definite stiffness in our conversations. I like when you know someone well enough to just talk. It takes me a long time to get comfortable with people enough to talk with complete confidence in knowing they won't respond poorly to how ridiculous I am sometimes.

other random thoughts:
Taking care of each other is important: Even if it's just providing tons of water with a straw. That's one thing I learned from my sorority in a way I couldn't have learned as well anywhere else.

death makes me want to cry. which is difficult when you're in a coffee shop. RIP Aezra (18 year old found dead right off campus)

songs: the fratellis. the pack.